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italiana4sempre
27 May 2011 @ 06:30 pm
The sun is shining
I take a deep breath in
And then out
I savor this moment
I am alive
I feel fine
I am strong
confident I will stay
Taking a leap of faith
No pressure
No worries
Just the present
 
 
italiana4sempre
25 May 2011 @ 10:31 pm
There is this longing in your eyes
you trip and fall
a wish unfulfilled
a desire that wants to scream out
fascination that is running wild
like a strawberry on whipped cream
a closed book that is waiting to be opened
 
 
italiana4sempre
25 May 2011 @ 10:29 pm
I allow my soul to rest
To go into silence
To be in peace with myself
Just let go
I want this sensation to last
I surrender to tranquility
Calming breaths
Just like a satisfied ocean
A comfortable tree
A deep serene sleep
A cup of tea
An easygoing heart
 
 
italiana4sempre
19 January 2011 @ 11:37 pm
1 my bestfriend died by alan gelb

2 the wind blows backward by mary downing hann

3 taking terri mueller by norma fox mazer

4 perdita by isabelle holland

5 one more rodeo by lynnette kent
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italiana4sempre
19 January 2011 @ 11:20 pm
It's a physical and a psychological feeling
this inspiration
optimism
its called hope
it's like a drug
as you feel the endorphins kick in
rush enter your veins
then there are withdrawals
as you feel the feeling disappear
 
 
 
italiana4sempre
My hair is hard, tough, stiff and curly.
I want to make it straight,
Yet it is unreasonable.
Curly hair also needs a cut
Once in a while;
It can’t always be kept the same.
My curly hair needs to be flexible
In order for me to be happy.
 
 
italiana4sempre
26 April 2010 @ 02:04 am
CDEFG
CEG
BFG

Piano,
a needful object to love oneself,
a resourceful instrument
in forgetting about depression and war.
Who needs war?
Who doesn't need piano?

The fingers softly rose on the piano
needing to play
wanting to hear the rhythms, the beats.

Aching to be in the moment
of the music,
to forget about the cold world.
Cords, scales
Breathe in, breathe out
Meditate, relax.
The need to keep playing,
to be lost in the sound of music.

GABCD
GBD
F#CD
Fingers dancing on the keyboard,
feeling every note
each note transports a different tone to the ear
(sharp, soft)
different feelings of happiness
(excitement, laughter)
different sounds of belongingness
(safety, calm).

Every song
bringing a different memory to the pianist
it doesn't matter
how many times
the song is played.
 
 
italiana4sempre
19 April 2010 @ 04:00 am
No allergies
pick any
or all of the above.

White chocolate
milk chocolate
dark chocolate
sweet dark chocolate
semi-sweet chocolate
bittersweet chocolate
unsweetened chocolate

A natural food booster
satisfies cravings
increases endorphins
orgasmic, happiness.
 
 
italiana4sempre
12 April 2010 @ 02:30 am
I.Uncontrollable
II.Speedy, yet endless power
III.Ripping my great heart
IV.Harsh pain living everywhere
V.Never stops pursuing her
 
 
italiana4sempre
05 April 2010 @ 12:30 am
I live in a dark place,
In a four by four room
White walls
Trapped in bars.
The dargest place that a man
Will find himself in,
But I get treated pretty well
For what I have done.

Everybody knows me here
But I don't know myself.
I don't have any freedom
No rights
I deserve it.
I'm an animal;
I have killed my wife Nicole
The one woman I lived for.
I am too embarassed of my kids to see me here
To know what I have done.
They will hate me;
I have killed their only mother.

But she made me do it
I really didn't kill her.